Lost...

Lol finally posting something here after such a long time. Guess what it's 1.45am now and I don't feel tired. I can't sleep and is stuck here. Feeling very very empty. I don't feel like I'm living my own life anymore right now, feels as if I'm living "the flow" what comes, comes and what goes, goes. Happiness sure is a hard-to-get-thing this year. I wonder why... I wouldn't say that there isn't any nice things that happen to me this year, but somehow the ratio of my happy and sad times switch places. Unlike last year I've had more happy times than sad ones, but its kinda the opposite this year. Maybe God just wants me to learn my lesson that happiness isn't gained that easily. Either way, i'm feeling lifeless... so lifeless that I can't even sleep! Lol. Sometimes I don't even know what I want. When I'm home using the comp, I wished I was somewhere else. When I'm out I wish I was home resting. When I'm working I wish I could sleep, when I'm on the bed I wish I could wake up faster. WTF? Epic killing myself from the inside out man. Need a new motivation right now, and a guy like me, finding a motivation is like going to the mall to get something but don't know what. Argh... In need of a miracle here, anyone knows of a way to get one? I really need one now. Anyways I've got so much in my mind, but I don't know how to put them into words. So see ya for now!

My beearly Birthday

Muahahaha THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR CELEBRATING MY BEEARLY BIRTHDAY WITH ME LOVE YOU GUYS!!! xD Haha it was so fun having you guys around and i really appreciate everybody for attending. Haha I also wanna thank everyone for the presents I love all of it haha. Haven't got so much presents in such a long time d xD here's a pic of them.

How's life?

Woots, my 2nd semester just ended, isn't that fast? 7 months into the year already, time sure flies. And life's complicated as time pass. So much to think about, but so little has a conclusion to it. So much to reach out for, but so little I've archived. At some point, I would actually question myself how do I really feel. I feel jumble up in reality, I dunno what I want or what keeps me going. I dunno if I really want to go for it or should I stay aside and wait for it to come to me. I always thought that taking the initiative to take the first step was the right thing to do if we want to get some where, but somehow right now it just doesn't seem like its going anywhere. Should I continue to stay put or should I try so at least I know I tried, but I'm afraid of the results of what all this might turn into. Lol, maybe i'm just bored with nothing to do and so i started thinking crap. Anyways chao humans!

Let the past remind us with memories, and let the future guide us with hope. And the present is a gift for us to cherish.

Hello people!!! Well just like the title says, let the past remind us with memories. The past will remain as our treasured memory, and will always remind us of the wonderful and depressing times. Thinking the days we used to have fun, smile and being happy, these are the memories that will never fade. Let the future guide us with hope, the future will always have something waiting for us. Something for us to archive, something to keep us going, and a reason to never give up. The present is a gift for us to cherish. The present is a gift, a blessing that we have what we have at this very moment. What we have now might not remain and we might lose it, but what we have now might also turn into something better. But for better or worse we must always remember to cherish the present. Some things just don't come around twice in our lifetime. Just wanna let everybody reading this post know that, things happen for a reason, things we have now are ours for a reason, things we lose are lost for a reason, and things we never have will never be ours for a reason. But then again, all these happen so that we will appreciate what we have now more, we will work hard towards what we want, and we will never forget what we had. Cheers!!

Random

Ahaha random post with random words xD haha. Random is the new smile xP haha what ever comes comes and what ever goes goes. Haha I'm smiling because I am =) hehe. I wanna see that smile =P haha I like seeing people around me happie and smiling. Oh humans there's this saying I made up, you can be perfect for one but not for all. =P get it?? haha I think it means alot. Imagine if you're perfect to that person and no one else. And imagine that person thinks you're perfect in everyway even though you know you're not! Smile hehe eveything needs wonderful events nyehehe! =P

Little Update with a Little Surprise

Ahaha here's a update for THE surprise. Here's riddle as another hint.

Sour and pink but also sweet,
A stick to go with it and a wrapping too,
Its nice hold and yummy to eat,
What could it be, wait and you'll see!

=P its kinda obvious but I bet you cant guess exactly what is it haha. More suspense for you muahahahaha xD see ya people!!

My New Favourite Shirt

Ahaha!! Hi People!!! As usual after friday usual BI Department meetings we go for dinner. And after that we went to help me get a new shirt for my receptionist duty. Its a padini originally RM105 but after discount its only RM54! Woah! Thanks to Say Chiew, Stephanie, Ming Yoke, and Suet Ching I got this super nice shirt! Check it out!!!
Ta-Da Shirt with Jeans!!!

Shirt with Tie!
Shirt with Tie and Blazer!!!

Weee! Really like it very much! And thanks to my hard work training! I finally look better in a blazer!!