I cant turn back anymore

I'm already at a point where I cant turn back anymore, if you just leave now i think i will need a new start. But if you leave please do, i dont want to force you to stay. =/ i want you to do what you want and please dont force yourself for me. althought i dont want you leave. but if you do i wont stop you.

Actually it does hurt

Actually it does hurt I just don't want you to feel worse than you already are. And I'm sorry I feel bad too I dunno why. Hehe